Gorgo's Stories about Richard Brautagan
Copyright © 2002 Greg Keeler
 


1. Hell, these days sex is out of the question unless I can find two rubber bands and a popsicle stick for a splint.

2. Keeler, if you ever got divorced you'd be like an uzi in a balloon factory.

3. My childhood, let's see. I remember being tied to a bed while my mother went to work in Great Falls, Montana. I remember an aunt throwing a pair of scissors at me.

I remember fishing for carp with salmon eggs among flecks of toilet paper where the sewer went into the river in Tacoma. I remember seeing my father on the street once and he gave me some money to go to a movie.

4. I got a remote controlled sexual device and had my girlfriend put it in her so that I could secretly activate it during a dinner with some drama professors from Montana State.

5. I really like the way you hold that burger. You've got a damned good burger grip.

6. I don't use drugs. They're illegal. I use alcohol because I know where it's coming from.

7. I would never commit suicide because I wouldn't want anyone to have to clean up the mess.

8. I have a friend who walked in on a woman with her head in the oven, so he sneaked behind the house to the gas main and turned it off.

9. Please come out to my place; all I have for company are the ghosts of former lovers and the hollow clomping of my own feet.

10. (as he dumps a bowl of popcorn on his head in a bar) It's a North Dakota blizzard.

11. (as he puts the convexed part of a spoon under the crotch of his index and middle finger and gyrates them for a reflection) Look, a North Dakota skin flick.

12. (as he reaches around me at the Livingston Bar and Grill and taps the guy next to me on the shoulder). Hey, this guy wants to fight you.

13. (after watching women in a bar as we got more and more wasted) Why don't we just go into the women's room and hang our tongues over the toilet paper roller?

14. I broke my leg trying to cross the living room to turn off the television.

15. After Aki left me, I woke up at around 3 a.m. one night in front of the TV in my San Francisco apartment, and Gabby Haze was on the screen saying "She's got Californy fever!"

16. (at his house in Bolinas shortly before his death) I've been wandering the highways around here trying to pass myself off as road meat on the chance that some woman might pick me up and fuck me.

17. (after coming back from a reading at Notre Dame) These damned herpes. Two women wanted to go at once. I could have had a tricycle.

18. (after I read him a complex passage from the Frenchman, Mark Chenier's, deconstructionist book praising his work and asked him if he had intended all that complexity) Damn straight, every word. The frog got it right.

19. (after cocking and firing his .22 pump action rifle) Listen to that! This little beauty is like a poem.

20. (after keeping me up until 3 a.m. and blaming me for his problems) I'm using you like a woman.
 
21. (after I ask him why he has a bunch of upscale fly-fishing equipment) Everything here's tax deductable, big boy, after all I'm Mr. Trout Fishing in America.

22. (screaming at a stranger across the Gallatin as he sends his son out into fast, deep water to retrieve a lure snagged on a log.) What the hell kind of father ARE you!

23. (after I let Paul Ferlazzo, my department head, instead or Richard sit next to me at a Chico Hot Springs poetry reading) I guess you know which side YOUR bread's buttered on.

24. (after I read a poem about a tench, a British coarse fish I saw on a trip to England,at the poetry reading) You need a muse injection, big guy. That was pretty pre"tench"ous.

25. Sometimes I think there are two Richard Brautigans, the famous author that people are constantly judging as a genious or an idiot and me, the guy who's here talking to you now.

26. (after seeing that there was just one of his books left in the fiction section of the local B. Dalton) Who are these fuckers anyway? Don't they want to make money? Do I have to go around the country begging them to sell my books and make money?

27. (while I'm trying to eat some sort of purple fruit and whipped cream concoction at Martin's Cafe in Livingston) How about a bite of that bite dwarf vomit, big guy.

28. (at the Sport Restaurant in Livingston after our first meal together and I offer to get the check) You bet, big guy. You'll learn.

29. (from a short story Richard wrote for his creative writing class, a science fiction story, unbeknownst to the the class, based on his frequent herpes outbreaks and a little garden next to Willson Hall called the grotto) Every month the boils would trudge to the grotto to be drained.

30. (after realizing in horror that editors had not caught his improper use of "it's" in an exclusive hand-made volume of his work) Grammar is very important to me. I had a very good high school English teacher who helped me to become a writer. I always use Strunk and White: Elements of Style when I write.

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